shalom.
am preparing songs for BEM The Times Leadership Seminar which is in 3 weeks. so, i am learning how to sing and play the guitar for the song BejanaMu by JPCC Worship. i found out that it's quite hard singing the verse and finding chords that match my oh-so limited range. i don't even know which one is most suitable for me since my guitar is out of tune. huarghhh!
Key : C
Intro :
C Gmaj7/B C Gmaj7/B
C Gmaj7/B C G
Verse 1 :
C G/B
Kekuatan Di Jiwaku
C G
Ketenangan Batinku
C G/B
Ada Dalam Hadirat-Mu
C
Kumenyembah-Mu
Verse 2 :
C G/B
Tersungkur 'Ku Dikaki-Mu
C G
Rasakan Hadirat-Mu
C G/B
Takkan 'Ku Melepaskan-Mu
Am D
Kau Cahaya Bagiku
Chorus :
G D
Mengiring-Mu Seumur Hidupku
Em C
Masuk Dalam Rencana-Mu Bapa
Am G/B
Pikiranku, Kehendakku
C D
Kuserahkan Pada-Mu
G D
Harapanku Hanya Di Dalam-Mu
Em C
Kukan Teguh Bersama-Mu Tuhan
Am G/B
Jadikanku, Bejana-Mu
C D
Untuk Memuliakan-Mu
Key : D
Intro :
D Amaj7/C# D Amaj7/C#
D Amaj7/C# D A
Verse 1 :
D A/C#
Kekuatan Di Jiwaku
D A
Ketenangan Batinku
D A/C#
Ada Dalam Hadirat-Mu
D
Kumenyembah-Mu
Verse 2 :
D A/C#
Tersungkur 'Ku Dikaki-Mu
D A
Rasakan Hadirat-Mu
D A/C#
Takkan 'Ku Melepaskan-Mu
Bm E
Kau Cahaya Bagiku
Chorus :
A E
Mengiring-Mu Seumur Hidupku
F#m D
Masuk Dalam Rencana-Mu Bapa
Bm A/C#
Pikiranku, Kehendakku
D E
Kuserahkan Pada-Mu
A E
Harapanku Hanya Di Dalam-Mu
F#m D
Kukan Teguh Bersama-Mu Tuhan
Bm A/C#
Jadikanku, Bejana-Mu
D E
Untuk Memuliakan-Mu
Key : F
Intro :
F Cmaj7/E F Cmaj7/E
F Cmaj7/E F C
Verse 1 :
F C/E
Kekuatan Di Jiwaku
F C
Ketenangan Batinku
F C/E
Ada Dalam Hadirat-Mu
F
Kumenyembah-Mu
Verse 2 :
F C/E
Tersungkur 'Ku Dikaki-Mu
F C
Rasakan Hadirat-Mu
F C/E
Takkan 'Ku Melepaskan-Mu
Dm G
Kau Cahaya Bagiku
Chorus :
C G
Mengiring-Mu Seumur Hidupku
Am F
Masuk Dalam Rencana-Mu Bapa
Dm C/E
Pikiranku, Kehendakku
F G
Kuserahkan Pada-Mu
C G
Harapanku Hanya Di Dalam-Mu
Am F
Kukan Teguh Bersama-Mu Tuhan
Dm C/E
Jadikanku, Bejana-Mu
F G
Untuk Memuliakan-Mu
source: here
or my Annual Dinner WITHOUT a dress. +.+"
shalom.
Annual Dinner is a dinner held annually (figures.duh.) by my college (IPG Kampus Batu Lintang) at prestigious hotels. This year, it's gonna be held at the recently launched Imperial Hotel which adjoins Boulevard Shopping Mall.
And so, the dinner is to be held next Tuesday. i have approximately 6 days to find a dress. Last week i went to KL hoping to find THE dress but my search was to no avail. i bought a skater skirt instead, forgetting that i have sent all my nice blouses and dresses home. huarghhhh! so i tried finding a dress online and yeah, found one or two that were pleasing to my eyes. but the dinner is next week and i am sure that it can't reach my hands within this week. huarghhh!
And so, the Annual Dinner committees (JPP 2014/1015) held our meeting this evening. Allan selected me as his partner to be the emcees for the night (!). i said yes since it would be great to emcee an event. in high school, i was an emcee since i was in Form 2 and since then, i have been invited to emcee several important functions in my school and outside. studying here, i haven't gotten the chance to do so since there are so many emcees already emceeing and they are much much much much better than me. however, since this 'thang' is my passion, i have secretly wishing to emcee a function here for years.uncanny, no? sobsss. hahaha.
So, Praise the Lord for this open door! couldn't wait to break some legs on the stage! (Usually people love being on the stage for singing, dancing, and other performances but me, i love talking.)
however, i still don't have any dress, remember? i thought i'd just go to the dinner wearing some jeans and blouse but now that the situation has completely changed, what am i gonna wear???
my budget is also very tight right now.
my parents are not here to support me with extra money.
sobsss.
anyways, my roommate suggested that i go to India Street to buy one. there's this rather large store that sells dresses. so the solution now is to go there a.s.a.p. nonetheless, i'm afraid that THE dress won't be there since i've searched the entire Berjaya Times Square, KL and didn't find any.
so now i'm praying that pretty please, dear my right dress, please make your appearance once i go tomorrow or the day after and don't hide from my sight. i really need you.
hmm. another thing that's bugging my mind is my makeup and accessories. last year's Annual Dinner has proven that i should not do my own makeup. and time is running out for me to really plan my outfit for THE night.
so, these are a few countermeasure that i've come up with:
1. ask youngest sister, Mit to come and do my makeup before the function starts. - but she's far away. so, unlikely.
2. plan, buy and do everything myself.- which means disaster baybeh.
3. go to a salon at Boulevard before the function starts.- i have just enough money to feed myself. so, most unlikely.
4. ask somebody to do my makeup.- but i'm shy. (believe me. i'm actually a shy person. hahaha)
OTTOKE???????
It's so hard being a woman. i mean, a woman without her own salary. or rich background. or makeup skills. or dressing skills.
but i have God that is greater than any of my obstacles. even in this seemingly trivial-but-i-assure-you-it's-really-the-least-trivial problem.
helppp!
Shalom.
It's been a while. Imma busy woman. hahaha. plus the internet coverage sucks. which is good and bad at the same time. but i still write.
this week i accepted the 5 day positive challenge after being tagged by Mdm Esther. She was my lecturer and an inspiring teacher and Christian for me. The challenge is to write 3 positive comments every day over 5 days. I really had a rough week- in fact the roughest in the history of worst practicum and being keeping myself away from the edge was a tough one. By completing this challenge, my focus was removed from me me me and what i thought about stuffs. Instead, i was able to call it a day and give thanks; for even it's the worst, the Best person is with us all the way anyway and anyhow. So, here are my entries:
Day 5- longgg Thursday
1. In the midst of mental block, i found these books in the library-> refer the attached pic. A few is written by Andrew Wright! Woots!
2. Changed my approach with my kids as suggested by ppl i consulted n it worked well in curbing the noise! Felt guilty because i was never that strict with them but it was what they needed. i needed it too.
Day 4- Rollercoaster Wednesday
As i'm about to complete this challenge, i realise that by reflecting my days like this, everyday miracle is magnified. God's love is in every situation, every emotion, every shape n every person. If we can't see it then perhaps we're viewing it the wrong way. So,
1.
When everything fell apart, i came to realise that this was bigger than me
. I should stop carrying my own blame on my shoulders n start surrendering everything to His hands. Sometimes we try the hardest but still stuffs don't go our way. It's God way to teach us profounder lessons. Leaving my worries on the floor.
2. Consoled by a handful of wise ppl with their inspiring n thoughtful encouragement. Felt better in no time. Angels, they were.
3. Last night was one of those rare nights in which i managed to sleep without taking any pill. Mom said "try" n i tried n prayed.thank God for the comfort n rest.
#beingpositive
#eyesonHim
Day 3- Explosive Tuesday
1. Thattt close to give my kids a good scolding and pinches. Could feel myself almost blew up and broke down. Seeing their innocent faces made my heart engulfed with patience.
2. I knew that session was terrible. But my mentor was kind with the comments and marks. Reminded me not to be too hard on myself...
3. Free newspaper!!! Went looking for newspaper for tomorrow's lesson at Bau bus station. God bless the taukenio.
DAY 2- Hectic Monday
So i'm supposed to write 3 positive comments every day over 5 days.
1. Surprise! Back-to-back observation which was supposed to start next week wl kickstart on Tue. Praise the Lord my laptop, printer, and head worked well!
2. Prayed that i could sleep because i needed to function come Tue. Rested well and sound.
3. Sighed while treating my skin. Scars, bruises and cuts everywhere. Not to mention it's super dark. Even so, my scars represent what i've gone through to get here. I worked at paddy field under the blazing sun, carried logs until my shoulders reddened and became stiff, tapped rubber trees at 3 in the morning, climbed trees to pluck mangosteen and to hv fun, jumped from cliffs and fell countless times. My scars are my experience tattooed on my body. It's ugly; it's also my beauty.
So i'm supposed to write 3 comments every day over 5 days. And these 3 are for yesterday.
DAY 1
1. Even though the brief break was over n i felt like still wanna stay inside my cave for at least another year, i got to continue my life as a teacher trainee. Just a year ++ left now til i live my dream! Woohoo.
2. Thank God for all the kind and inspiring companions He sends me. Upah kalian besar di syurga...
3. Yesterday i missed 2 persons sooo badly that it brought me to tears. Even the rain felt me. PtL both of them called me. Feel so much better and ready to soldier on. Hoyeah!
#taggedby mdm Koh Esther 许以斯帖
#spreadpositivity
Dear me, in case you forgot this, if you are having one of those toughest moment, remember to put your eyes on God. stop trying to carry everything and let God be God. rawrrr, You.
Love,
yne.