dear good guy.
thanks for seeing my bright sides even when i don't believe they exist. thanks for being such a great friend who is always there for me. you know if i could, i would. :(
How are you, really?
Better than yesterday.
How do you feel right now? What are you thinking about?
I am bored, that's why i'm answering these qs.
What’s your favorite color?
Hues of purple.
What’s your favorite food?
every good and fattening food there is.
What’s your favorite dessert?
Frozen yoghurt.
How old are you?
im 23 going on 24. waaa i'm that old. sobs.
What have you learned today?
to surround myself with positivity. that i should let negative ppl be like "angin dari TimorLeste and balik dr hidupmu". and most profoundly? that only Jesus is my true friend. :')
What was your favorite subject in school?
Englishhh, forever.
What do you do?
I'm a teacher trainee about to having my practicum next week. Can't wait!!!
What are some of your favorite books?
Too many. Coelho's by River Piedra I Sat Down & Cried, Leav's Love and Misadventures, 13 Reasons Why, to name a few.
What are some of your favorite movies?
again, too many. to name 1, 500 days of summer. a story about letting go. and every poetic movie there is.
What kind of music are you into?
Gospel. and every serenading songs with fine lyrics there are.
If you were going to write a book, what would you call it and what would it be about?
7 Reasons Why. about why i didn't proceed with committing suicide. sounds rivetting? hahaha.
What’s one of the scariest things you’ve ever done?
Giving a public speaking speech in front of a large audience in an auditorium in Bintulu. my palms sweated that my written text on it disappeared. hahaha.
What accomplishment are you most proud of?
I ran 100m women's hurdle & and was the first runner for my IPG's 400x100m relay during KAGUM 2012 in Perlis. We didn't win any medal but i was a kaki bangku and total nerd until i entered the ipg. and this was the starting point in which i got to get involved in sports this far. before, my things was debate, public speaking, be an actress for school dramas and such kaki bangku stuffs. having said that, i really miss those days. hmm.
Are you married?
No. and not any time sooner.
How did you meet your spouse / girlfriend / boyfriend?
in a prayer convention. :')
Do you think it’s better to get married when you’re young or better to wait a while?
it's better to wait until i achieve my personal goals before settling down. like finishing my studies, return my family's favor, study in Leeds and be really ready to be married to someone.
Do you have any kids?
Yes. i have 33 kids and about to add another 20++ next week. 8)
Have you ever thought of adopting?
Thinking about it thoughtfully? Not really. But i'd love to.
When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
a teacher. <3
How did you get into teaching?
it's God calling. and because of my mom's and my family's and everyone's prayers.
Would you recommend teaching for other people? Why / Why not?
why not? but if you don't have a heart and will for it, don't be a teacher.
What do you do for fun?
read books, watch movies, play handball or hockey, write, eat, sleep.
Do you like traveling?
yes, please.
If you could visit any place in the world, where would you go?
Venice and Kaashmir! And the tip of Mt. Everest!
Who are some people you’d like to meet someday?
Paulo Coelho, and ask him about ideas and books. Taib, and scold him madly. And every poet who are still living.
If someone asked you to give them a random piece of advice, what would you say?
Jesus's got you. He loves you. So hang in there, and believe Him, everything's gonna be alright. it all gets better.
What’s one of your favorite habits you have?
find hidden meaningsss within a piece of artwork, or anything, really. paintings, poems, stories, statuses, conversations, views, anything i see.
What are some things that make you really happy?
family,books, food, friends, being able to make someone happy, being a backup singer during praise and worship.
What are some things that make you really sad?
betrayal, hunger, war, abortion, rapes, my state's condition, late allowance, lies, slanders, sad poems.
What are some things that scare you?
people, being left/betrayed by someone i love, or anyone really, not being able to be a good teacher, dying.
Do you like to plan things out in detail or be spontaneous?
plan things in detail, mostly.
Are you a religious person?
am i? does it matter?
If you could go back in history, who would you like to meet?
Jesus. and king David. and granddad on my father's side. and myself, when i was a kid.
Would you rather live in the country or in the city?
country, by a waterfall.
What was your life like growing up?
like everyone's. lotsa ups and downs,as well as make and break moments.
What were you like in high school?
happy. appreciated. loved. nerdy. revived.
Do you have any brothers or sisters? How many?
all lil sisters. 2.
What’s your favorite part about today so far?
getting life lesson from wise people.
Who in your life has influenced you the most? How did they do it?
mom. being my mom.
What’s your favorite joke?
"tinkiu di". only my family understands this. hahahahahahahah!
Have you ever tried sushi? (Did you like it?)
Yessss. I love salmon buri. RM5 for two. huu.
Do you like spicy food?
YESSS!
How do you like your steak cooked?
Like in Nando's. with tabasco.
Do you have a favorite number? Any particular reason why you like that number?
7 and 11. 7 cause it's Cristiano Ronaldo's jerser no, once. 11 cause i love number one. these when i was young and for my jersey. but now, i love 2. stands for second chance. <3
If you were a type of animal, what would you be and why?
an otter. cause otters always hold their loved ones' hands. gwieopta, aren't they?
What’s one of the strangest things you’ve ever done?
Meeping, all the time. it's making "meep" sounds repeatedly at random places. like in an elevator, or in lrt stations.
What kind of vacations do you like?
serene ones. like enjoying nature, seeing very old buildings n stuffs like that.
What are some of your major goals in life?
to answer my calling successfully. to study in Leeds and tapao snowballs for my mom n dad n lil sistas. to return my family's favor. to buy my dad the car of his dream. to have a shopping handbag spree with mom. to be a beautiful and loved person, inside out. to take care of myself well. to marry him whose i'm his missing rib. to be a great mom to our kids, like mom.
What are some of your smaller goals in life?
to survive every sem well. to be able to drink plain water. to stop drinking Coke. to lose weight. hahaha.
What do you like least about yourself?
my pimples and stretchmarks. things that i do that push ppl away from me. to be always afraid.
What embarrasses you?
me being me.
If you could try out any job for a day, what would you like to try?
a food taster. or any job that could make me eat all day. or an author. or a poet. but everyone is a poet in their way
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What’s your earliest memory?
my younger sister, Bb and i asking for another sister from mom when she was knitting by the door at our house in SK Nanga Dayu because we were too lonely, playing with just the two of us. and the rest is history. <3
What’s the best decision you ever made?
To forgive and love people. and always try to do so.
Who’s your best / closest friend?
They know. <3
What do you think people think of you?
A crybaby. hahahahahaha!
What were your grades like in school?
i was the top student. my parents won't let me go to the city if i didn't get 90% and ++. it was like that, back then. i could only watch tv for an hour per day and the rest, i studied. that's why i'm a boring person, i guess. hahahaha.
If you could learn one random skill, what would you learn?
Playing a piano. or ukulele. or cello. and be really really good at it.
Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
u don't say. imma a proud introvert. hoyeah.
Have you ever taken a personality test? (How did the results turn out?)
Yeps. the answer is imma INTP. or in short, a proud introvert. haha.
What’s the first thing you notice about people?
their hair.
Do you think people can control their own destiny?
Nope.
Do you think all people are equally valuable, or do you think some people in certain situations might be more valuable than others (say, a severely retarded patient vs. a doctor who could potentially save hundreds of lives)?
All people are equally valuable.
Do you think people are basically bad or basically good?
all people are basically good.
Do you think morals are universal or relative to the beliefs, traditions, and practices of individuals or groups?
Yeps.
Do you think God exists?
I know God exists.
Do you think any kind of afterlife exists?
Yes. but not as in being reborn into this world.
Do you vote? Why / Why not? If you do vote, how do you usually vote?
i wanted to. but my voting place is too far from where i reside.
Do you think gay people choose to be gay? Do you think straight people choose to be straight?
Life is not always about choices. Sometimes it just is. but what comes next, how we cope with it, it can be a choice, or, we just let it be.
Is torture ever a good option? If no, why not? If yes, when?
No. because it's just not.
Would you kill an innocent person if you thought it might mean saving a dozen other people?
i never know.
What’s the most money you’ve ever given away?
secret. But usually i'm not that kind. sobs.
What’s the biggest personal change you’ve ever made?
to cut my hair short. like regretfully really really short. gained weight. became involved in sports. and to always try to forgive and love ppl.
What’s the stupidest thing you’ve ever done?
to believed ppl foolishly. i did this a lot. even if i know that they're no good.
What do you think would be one of the best steps we could take toward ending poverty around the world?
to start giving and stop complaining.
What do you think we could do to best improve the education system?
to love our job and treat it as a calling instead of just a payroll. to love our clients and accept them as who they are. to teach them what they need to know and instill moral values. to let them appreciate lives.
In general, what do you think about art?
art carries more meaning than words. and also, words are a form of art, too.
What are some of your favorite websites?
chords and lyrics sites like azlyrics.com for learning to play guitar, buzzfeed.com and random tmblr for amusement, my own blog to let me say what's unsaid out, devotionals sites like ourdailybread.com for food for my thoughts.
What’s the biggest turnoff in a man/woman?
being cocky.
What’s the biggest lie you’ve ever told?
that i don't care.
What’s something most people don’t know about you?
that i really care.
What’s something you wish everyone knew about you?
that i really care.
What are some of the first things you do in the morning?
think. and find Words for my breakfast.
What’s the worst thing that’s ever happened to you?
being bullied. to disappoint ppl. :'(
Do you cry easily?
yes.
How do you feel about public speaking?
nervewrecking, but it's something i love, but only on a stage. not as in saying my thoughts out loud.
Do you like to talk on the phone?
maybe. but like talking face-to-face and heart-to-heart, about things that matters better.
How many emails do you get each week, roughly?
1-10.
If someone were to make a movie about your life, who would you hope would play you?
me.
What’s one of your favorite questions to ask new friends or to get a conversation going?
nuan okay ka?
Would you ever sky dive or bungee jump?
Yesss, both pleaseee...
Have you ever been in a fist fight?
Not that i could recall.
What’s the best prank you’ve ever pulled?
to my classmates. that we have classes until the evening. we suffered from having classes that much.
What did you do on your 16th birthday?
i couldn't remember.
What do you think is one of the most undervalued professions right now?
a nurse.
How would you explain your basic life philosophy?
John 3:16.
Would you rather be hated or forgotten?
forgotten.
If you knew you would die tomorrow, would you feel cheated today?
I really don't know.
How well did i do? heehee. now, would YOU answer these questions?
Love,
yne.
*this post was improved because there were too many typo and because i just love to edit it. hahaha.
Either…
Coffee or tea?
Tea. Coffee makes my head and/or stomach hurts. like right now. sobs.
Black and white or color?
Colour. hues of purple + white.
Drawings or paintings?
Paintings.
Dresses or skirts?
Dresses.
Books or movies?
Booksss and occasionally, movies.
Pepsi or Coke?
Coke. Vanilla Coke. Pepsi tastes ngarei.
Chinese or Italian?
Both. cause i can. hahaha!
Early bird or night owl?
Night owl.
Chocolate or vanilla?
Vanilla.
Introvert or extrovert?
Proud introvert. hoyeah!
Hugs or kisses?
Hugsss. Kisses are taboo in my country.
Hunting or fishing?
Fishing.
Winter or summer?
Winterrr!!!
Spring or fall?
Spring.
Rural or urban?
Rural. pereferably by a waterfall. mmm.
PC or Mac?
Mac!
Tan or pale?
Pale
Cake or pie?
Cake
Ice cream or yogurt?
Frozen yoghurt
Ketchup or mustard?
Hot sauces. Especially tabasco's and Nando's. huu.
Sweet pickles or dill pickles?
Sweet.
Comedy or mystery?
Mystery.
Boots or sandals?
Sandals.
Silver or gold?
Then, silver or white gold. Now, golden gold. cause the colour is nicer.
Jazz or classical?
Jazzz.
Dancing or singing?
Both. but i seldom dance.
Checkers or chess?
Checkers. cause my lil sis always beat me in chess.
Board games or video games?
Depends.
Wine or beer?
err.
Freckles or dimples?
dimples. i have one on the left side of my cheek but it's hardly seen. cause my cheeks are fattt. true story.
Honey mustard or BBQ sauce?
what is honey mustard?
Body weight exercises or lifting weights?
body weight exercises. lifting weights are a boredom.
Baseball or basketball?
HANDBALL, forever.
Crossword puzzles or sudokus?
Crossword puzzles.
Facial hair or clean shaven?
Clean shaven.
Crushed ice or cubed ice?
crushed. like in an ice blended honeydew juice. huu.
Skiing or snowboarding?
skiing?
Smile or game face?
smile. 8)
Bracelet or necklace?
Necklace.
Fruit or vegetables?
fruits.
Sausage or bacon?
neither.
Scrambled or fried?
fried, please.
Dark chocolate or white chocolate?
white choc.
Tattoos or piercings?
tattoos.
Antique or brand new?
antique.
Dress up or dress down?
dress up, whenever i go out of the door. at home, dress down all the wayyy. hahahaha.
Cowboys or aliens?
Nice cowboy/alien.
Cats or dogs?
Dogs.
Pancakes or waffles?
Pancakes.
Bond or Bourne?
No.
Sci-Fi or fantasy?
Scifi.
Numbers or letters?
LETTERS.
Star Wars or Star Trek?
No.
Fair or theme park?
theme park. huuuu.
Money or fame?
Monehhh.
Washing dishes or doing laundry?
Doing laundry.
Snakes or sharks?
No!
Orange juice or apple juice?
Orange.
Sunrise or sunset?
Watching sunrise from a verry talll buliding. cause sunset is too mainstream.
Slacker or over-achiever?
Me? lemme think about it.
Pen or pencil?
pencil.
Peanut butter or jelly?
JELLYYY!!! LOTS OF THEM!!!
Grammys or Oscars?
Why?
Detailed or abstract?
Abstract poems, paintings and art and conversation. But detailed explanation and whysss.
Multiple choice questions or essay questions?
MCQ. oh i know. imma slacker.
Adventurous or cautious?
Very cautious. :(
Saver or spender?
Average both. hahahaha.
Glasses or contacts?
Contacts for playing and running, glasses for studying and going out and none when i don't want to really see stuffs.
Laptop or desktop?
Laptop. cause i can move it anywhere.
Classic or modern?
classic songs and paintings. modern fiction.
Personal chef or personal fitness trainer?
personal chef and fitness trainer. heee.
Internet or cell phone?
internet.
Call or text?
call.
Curly hair or straight hair?
mine? straight. pereferably? curly. but never have the courage to curl it.
Shower in the morning or shower in the evening?
bothhhh! i love water.
Spicy or mild?
spicy, please.
Marvel or DC?
No.
Paying a mortgage or paying rent?
Have yet to.
Sky dive or bungee jump?
Both, please.
Oreos or Chips Ahoy?
What does Chips Ahoy taste like?
Jello or pudding?
BOTHHHHH, PLEASEEE.
Truth or dare?
Truth.
Roller coaster or Ferris wheel?
Forever roller coaster.
Leather or denim?
Denim.
Stripes or solids?
Solids.
Bagels or muffins?
Chesse muffin.
Whole wheat or white?
white.
Beads or pearls?
beadsss.
Hardwood or carpet?
hardwood. cause i'm allergic to carpet. true story.
Bright colors or neutral tones?
neutral tones.
Be older than you are or younger than you are?
younger.
Raisins or nuts?
raisins.
Picnic or nice restaurant?
nice restaurant.
Black leather or brown leather?
no.
Long hair or short hair?
longgg.
“Ready, aim, fire” or “Ready, fire, aim”?
"ready, aim, fire".
Fiction or non-fiction?
fiction.
Smoking or non-smoking?
smoking people are suiciders and murderers. everyone knows that.
Think before you talk or talk before you think?
forever thinking. :(
Asking questions or answering questions?
None.
How well did i do? hehee. How about you, would you answer these questions?
Love,
yne.
