As of today, November 7th, 2012, i'm officially 22 years old! Praise the Lord!!! Gone are the days when i feel like 17. It feels that it was almost a decade ago that i left my carefree life. Yes, i've climbing up the 20's for a while like now but somehow, 22 feels different.

Is it because of the perfect twin numbers? No. I always like the number 1. I mean, who doesn't? 1 stands for 'best', 'first', and 'greatest'.

However, for some reason, i feel good with 22. I have this feeling last night, that this upcoming year is gonna be my year of second chances. hurmmm.

Second chance, for me to be a better me.

Second chance, to take responsibility really seriously.

Second chance, at happiness.

God-given second chance, to make Him be the center of it all.

When i was 21, i really messed up. This was the year i have made some of the most grave mistakes. There were those days when nothing seemed could be possibly right again. Lowest of the lowest.

Regret? No. I felt shameful but no regret at all. After all, this was a part of THE PLAN. Instead, i am grateful. If this was His way to mould me, then i have nothing to say. Confidently, i'll still praise Him and shout, "Have Your way~"

Yeah!

Well, come to term with this special day of my bornday, my first two wishes were kinda queer, i supposed.haha.
The first one came from my mei mei. She said, "go undi2". I replied, "undi2 don't mention okay. sensitive issue..." lol. Truth be told, i haven't registered yet. But i will. This is God-given authority to decide who is gonna rule my beloved Malaysia. And i'm not gonna give it up. yeah!
The second one came from somebody whom i called senget. Because, well, as a matter of fact, he is senget. he said, "so, apa la hadiah yang awak nak bagi kat saya?" errr~~~okay... whatevvv.
And the in the morning i received a few text messages from my beloved sisters, a phonecall from Mr. Dido, and a wish from Esther. read a few Bible verses and spent time with Him. that was enough for me. <3
Sure it will feel good if everybody comes to you and sing for you, and you Fb wall is filled with wishes. But i'm an introvert. Introverts like something personal (euuwww?). If you can find your time for me and wish me personally, i will feel very appreciated. and that's why i only mentioned only a few names. Today, they are the ones who made my day.

Lastly, i  haven't heard from any of my best friends. I miss them so much i'm about to die. They still have 10 hours til midnight. hurmmm. it's okay, i'll wait... They never disappoint me and i doubt they will ever be. Especially not this time around,,, right?

okay.baiklah.
have u ever seen/heard/read/whatever something/someone it/she/he/they annoy/annoys u sooooooo much that u want to dig your own graveyard just to be away from it/her/him/them or puke at the very moment or laughing out loud like u r suffering from mental sickness???
me?
always.

let me story(intended.'tell' is the correct one.) you how did i get to this topic.for the TSL 3101 project, we are required to check out some authentic specimens (eg chat dialogue,fb posts, etc...) and analyze whether they are error free or not. reading some of the specimens, i gradually felt my annoying vessel was about to explode.warghhh~why? later i'll get to this Q.

hurmmm.from then until now, this is my biggest flaw.i get annoyed easily.very easily.like, very very very verrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyy easily.huhuhu.these are some examples of situations where i get annoyed and actually, im not proud of them.

1) annoying blogs
-the one i just read.the blog owner stated "do not copy my blog posts." but ooo boy, even her 'about me' was copied! and also her birthday speech! how could it not be copied from somewhere else when the words were so fancy but when it got to the personal side of her, the sentences were all tunggang terbalik.booooooooo~ not, i say, not only that, about 98% of her posts are copied from somewhere else!!! adoooi.
-the one who is all lovey-dovey."this is Boyfie and we are in love";"he dumped me.ooo no"; "i missed him"; "why did u do that to me? im dying without u"; "i HATE you"; "i still love you....:'(".wekkk.dont u have anything more worthwhile to say about ur life?really? is that all?seriously???

(suddenly i feel very guilty writing this.hurmmm~)

2. annoying fb stats
-the one who is updated in the intervals of 5 mins.u attention seeker!!!
-the one who has spilling English language mistakes.do not mess with this language, pleaseeeeeeeeeee i beg u! think, check, and correct before u hit 'post'.dont show others how carefreely careless u are.

(hurmmm).
(hurmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...)

i dont have the heart to write anymore. it gets to me.duhh.

maybe just this saying that i want to share with you all.

"you have the right to post anything you want to say.but we have the right to not knowing just everything you want to say."

sometimes, just keep quiet,,,will u? lessen the noise and focus on something which is more fruitful.eating, maybe???

During the gathering this evening, Bernadette has asked us to try the love language quiz. it's very interesting how we can evaluate what love language we speak.so, here is my result and huhuhu~ i can say that it is very accurate... ^^

Holiday almost comes to its end. *tsk tsk tsk uwaaaaa~ finals is just around yet im still lazing around.as a proof, below is my recent fb stat update:

LDS revision
Material :Playful Kiss drama with English sub
Method :Identifying any grammatical error in the subtitle
Justification: i. to lessen my guilt.
ii.to justify my wrong deed.
p/s: dun try this at home(n hostel).

wonder whether i shud go *hahaha or *wuwuwu. sigh.

btw, aside from endless hours of watching Korean dramas, movies, facebooking, eating n sleeping, i have come across google+.whoaaa~ among the plus point is clear video (in hang out app).and for me, that only is enough.FARRRRRRRRRRRRRR BETTER than skype i tell u! goshhh~ im totally head over heels of google+.why???
1.u can hang out with more than 1 person anytime.and it is free.yeahhh!
2.it is not blocked.super YEAHHHHHHH!

for the time being, i dont really explore other features of google+.it is still verrry new.my friend in this so-called fb nemesis is only my sayang...huhu.i have invited my classmates but....*silence.gegege~itsoke.someday somhow, everyone will flock into google+.why?
it is irresistible. (twenk twenk twenk.twisties punya tagline.totally sorry for my lack of vocab power.teacher on the way.geddit?ON.THE.WAY. =) )

so, by the time anyone could reach to my blog, i think everyone would be on google+ already. n booya, i am among the first! HAHAHAHA~well, at least in my school.gegegege.

Allowance was out a few days ago.yipeee~ i have 2 pages of seemingly wisely-and-thoroughly-thought-of budget.whoaaa im so hepi with myself that i was very sure that in the end of this sem, i will have a handsome amount of money in my savings.but~

Now, at first i have a quota of RM 200 for clothings. Let's see what i let myself gotten into. [drumrolll...]

1. Handbag=RM39
2. Niichi Skirt=RM69
3. UnionBay tshirt=RM36
4. Cindy belt=RM13
5. Online from AmyFashion (cardigan, jacket n two blouses)=RM150

Total=more than RM200. :P

And...plus small2 stuff that i bought. I may have spent around RM400 in two days. Boo myself. booooooo~

btw, AmyFashion is a REALLY nice online store. 3+1 words: VARIETY, AFFORDABLE, CONSUMER FRIENDLY.

Go to fb n search AmyFashion n tadaaa~but be careful. u may be like me once u browse the items.huahuahua~

shalom.
today i have found my other blog(accidentally.again.)huhuhu.so, i think i want to repost what i have written there. 2 posts je pun. =.=

if only...


i have a voice like hers.hurmmm. However, i'm still thankful for what i have and what i don't. It has been an awesome journey learning to sing better. i still can't sing very well but remember what the important thing is??? Not how good we can sing or how nice our voice is but where our heart are when we sing His praises. Do we give all out to Him or focus on something else or even ourselves??? It was a wonderful evening watching somebody singing not only her voice but also her heart out to and with Jesus. it sure is her calling. Now, i know mine too. i hope that You, dear my Lord God will always be with me along the way to answer my calling. Thanks for what You've planned for me. It's so beatiful beyond any description...

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Just coming back from dinner with Pak Pastor and fellow SIB The Times youth members. My stomach feels like it wants to burst. Sooo full.huhu so thankful bcuz dpt makan free. :p . By the way, one of the seniors commented that i am getting shorter. tidakkkkkkkkkkkk! huhu. Next time, i will not go out without wearing heels. Apapown, harus tetap bersyukur. hehehe.

Tomorrow we will have our taklimat as PISMP teacher trainees. A year and a half has past by and now it's the start of something new. Come to write about this, i just started reading Literary Criticism by Bressler this evening. O my, my, my... I hardly understand what is being discussed there. All the literary jargon makes my head bepusin like gasing. hurmmmmmmm~ All i need is You, Lord...