As of today, November 7th, 2012, i'm officially 22 years old! Praise the Lord!!! Gone are the days when i feel like 17. It feels that it was almost a decade ago that i left my carefree life. Yes, i've climbing up the 20's for a while like now but somehow, 22 feels different.
Is it because of the perfect twin numbers? No. I always like the number 1. I mean, who doesn't? 1 stands for 'best', 'first', and 'greatest'.
However, for some reason, i feel good with 22. I have this feeling last night, that this upcoming year is gonna be my year of second chances. hurmmm.
Second chance, for me to be a better me.
Second chance, to take responsibility really seriously.
Second chance, at happiness.
God-given second chance, to make Him be the center of it all.
When i was 21, i really messed up. This was the year i have made some of the most grave mistakes. There were those days when nothing seemed could be possibly right again. Lowest of the lowest.
Regret? No. I felt shameful but no regret at all. After all, this was a part of THE PLAN. Instead, i am grateful. If this was His way to mould me, then i have nothing to say. Confidently, i'll still praise Him and shout, "Have Your way~"
Yeah!
Well, come to term with this special day of my bornday, my first two wishes were kinda queer, i supposed.haha.
The first one came from my mei mei. She said, "go undi2". I replied, "undi2 don't mention okay. sensitive issue..." lol. Truth be told, i haven't registered yet. But i will. This is God-given authority to decide who is gonna rule my beloved Malaysia. And i'm not gonna give it up. yeah!
The second one came from somebody whom i called senget. Because, well, as a matter of fact, he is senget. he said, "so, apa la hadiah yang awak nak bagi kat saya?" errr~~~okay... whatevvv.
And the in the morning i received a few text messages from my beloved sisters, a phonecall from Mr. Dido, and a wish from Esther. read a few Bible verses and spent time with Him. that was enough for me. <3
Sure it will feel good if everybody comes to you and sing for you, and you Fb wall is filled with wishes. But i'm an introvert. Introverts like something personal (euuwww?). If you can find your time for me and wish me personally, i will feel very appreciated. and that's why i only mentioned only a few names. Today, they are the ones who made my day.
Lastly, i haven't heard from any of my best friends. I miss them so much i'm about to die. They still have 10 hours til midnight. hurmmm. it's okay, i'll wait... They never disappoint me and i doubt they will ever be. Especially not this time around,,, right?
Is it because of the perfect twin numbers? No. I always like the number 1. I mean, who doesn't? 1 stands for 'best', 'first', and 'greatest'.
However, for some reason, i feel good with 22. I have this feeling last night, that this upcoming year is gonna be my year of second chances. hurmmm.
Second chance, for me to be a better me.
Second chance, to take responsibility really seriously.
Second chance, at happiness.
God-given second chance, to make Him be the center of it all.
When i was 21, i really messed up. This was the year i have made some of the most grave mistakes. There were those days when nothing seemed could be possibly right again. Lowest of the lowest.
Regret? No. I felt shameful but no regret at all. After all, this was a part of THE PLAN. Instead, i am grateful. If this was His way to mould me, then i have nothing to say. Confidently, i'll still praise Him and shout, "Have Your way~"
Yeah!
Well, come to term with this special day of my bornday, my first two wishes were kinda queer, i supposed.haha.
The first one came from my mei mei. She said, "go undi2". I replied, "undi2 don't mention okay. sensitive issue..." lol. Truth be told, i haven't registered yet. But i will. This is God-given authority to decide who is gonna rule my beloved Malaysia. And i'm not gonna give it up. yeah!
The second one came from somebody whom i called senget. Because, well, as a matter of fact, he is senget. he said, "so, apa la hadiah yang awak nak bagi kat saya?" errr~~~okay... whatevvv.
And the in the morning i received a few text messages from my beloved sisters, a phonecall from Mr. Dido, and a wish from Esther. read a few Bible verses and spent time with Him. that was enough for me. <3
Sure it will feel good if everybody comes to you and sing for you, and you Fb wall is filled with wishes. But i'm an introvert. Introverts like something personal (euuwww?). If you can find your time for me and wish me personally, i will feel very appreciated. and that's why i only mentioned only a few names. Today, they are the ones who made my day.
Lastly, i haven't heard from any of my best friends. I miss them so much i'm about to die. They still have 10 hours til midnight. hurmmm. it's okay, i'll wait... They never disappoint me and i doubt they will ever be. Especially not this time around,,, right?