isin ka parai. pangka petir ney.pfft.
I've been seeing this on the general blogs and thought it might be a good idea for a group topic. It's pretty simple really, just cut and paste the questions. erase the answers already there and put your own in and post it here. Remember, put it here! Hee.
Here goes.
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
My name according to my i.c? Nope. But my nickname, yes. After my great-grandmother.
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
This morning. Not gonna talk about it.
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Not.at.all.
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
LAMBBB!!!
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Nope.
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Yeah, we'd be besties. Yeha.
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
Used to. But not really now.
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Nope.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Where? When? Let's go!
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
HoneyStarsss!!!
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Yeps.
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Maybe.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Cornetto!
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Hair. hahaha.
15. RED OR PINK?
Red.
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Couldn't really be honest with people.
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Younger, happier, full of life me.
18. WHAT IS THE PAUL MCKENNA TECHNIQUE THAT YOU NEED TO WORK ON THE MOST?
Who? What?
19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Bare feet. mehh.
20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
ABC and Butter chicken rice.
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Check Yes or No
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Peach.
23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
freshly cut grass and food
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
frank.hurm.
25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE?
mountain hideawayyyyy.
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Handball.
27. HAIR COLOR?
Almost black
28. EYE COLOR?
Black brownish.
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Only when I play sports.
30. FAVORITE FOOD?
ice cream, kuehs, fritters, cakes, sea cucumber soup, carbonara, lamb curry, bbq pork, glutinous rice etc etc etc
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Thrillers.
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Maleficient. mehhh.
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
White with number 72 in black on it.
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter. friggin hot here. sobs.
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
both. hee.
36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Cheesecake & icecream.
37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO?
Strength.
38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION?
Computer.
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
By River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept by Paulo Coelho.
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
don't even know how to use one. hohoho.
42. FAVORITE SOUND?
silence.
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Nah.
44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Bandung, Indonesia.
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
yep. i can eat a lot for a person my size. haha. and also, i could talk and think deeply that only a few could get me.
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Sarikei, Sarawak.
47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW?
Kuching
48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE?
Soft yellow.
49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR?
Don hev.
50. DO YOU LIKE ANSWERING 50 QUESTIONS?
Why not.
hee.
Here goes.
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
My name according to my i.c? Nope. But my nickname, yes. After my great-grandmother.
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
This morning. Not gonna talk about it.
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Not.at.all.
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
LAMBBB!!!
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Nope.
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Yeah, we'd be besties. Yeha.
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
Used to. But not really now.
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Nope.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Where? When? Let's go!
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
HoneyStarsss!!!
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Yeps.
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Maybe.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Cornetto!
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Hair. hahaha.
15. RED OR PINK?
Red.
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Couldn't really be honest with people.
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Younger, happier, full of life me.
18. WHAT IS THE PAUL MCKENNA TECHNIQUE THAT YOU NEED TO WORK ON THE MOST?
Who? What?
19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Bare feet. mehh.
20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
ABC and Butter chicken rice.
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Check Yes or No
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Peach.
23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
freshly cut grass and food
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
frank.hurm.
25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE?
mountain hideawayyyyy.
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Handball.
27. HAIR COLOR?
Almost black
28. EYE COLOR?
Black brownish.
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Only when I play sports.
30. FAVORITE FOOD?
ice cream, kuehs, fritters, cakes, sea cucumber soup, carbonara, lamb curry, bbq pork, glutinous rice etc etc etc
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Thrillers.
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Maleficient. mehhh.
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
White with number 72 in black on it.
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter. friggin hot here. sobs.
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
both. hee.
36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Cheesecake & icecream.
37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO?
Strength.
38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION?
Computer.
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
By River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept by Paulo Coelho.
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
don't even know how to use one. hohoho.
42. FAVORITE SOUND?
silence.
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Nah.
44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Bandung, Indonesia.
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
yep. i can eat a lot for a person my size. haha. and also, i could talk and think deeply that only a few could get me.
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Sarikei, Sarawak.
47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW?
Kuching
48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE?
Soft yellow.
49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR?
Don hev.
50. DO YOU LIKE ANSWERING 50 QUESTIONS?
Why not.
hee.
It’s been a while. The noise of indecision
has obstacled me from writing. Now as i am sick of waiting for it to settle, i
want to write with all this unsteadiness that is me.
I read quite a number of encouraging
photoquotes from fb page butterflies and pebbles. One of it really speaks to
me. It’s about being honest with oneself.
Little did i know that i’d take this long
to let myself figure it out. And as i tried practicing it today, just in a
fleeting minute, i felt like this new me, this honest me was not favored by
people. A sentence of honesty i put out there costed me that hated look. That
annoyed tone. That cold heart.
And now, honestly, i’m jaded. Totally.
So here i am. Talking to myself again. And
as i write these unspeakablies, i cry.
Nama hal, ku ja ja yang perlu nyaga hati
orang.
To pretend that i’m happy with the way
things are, with the million ways that they could think of hurting me and to
suppress all this anger; it’s too much. It always has been.
But i have to be strong. And do not let my
weakness show. Because i know it by heart that once my armor is down, i’ll be
beaten to death.
This is the case of a bullied heart.
Meanwhile, there are good people around me.
I praise You, Love, for them.
Someone whose mind and heart is in less
equilibrium as of mine. Someone who always asks me, “Are you okay ah che?” She
really comforts me.
A stranger. who says that i’m a genius.
Which i found awkward. Because i don’t really know how to accept praises. I
replied with lots of hahahas but my heart is relieved that somebody thought that i am strong.
Headache.